Uncertainty, living

Not living with uncertainty, more like uncertainty, living.
Knowing not knowing.

Making provisional plans about imaginary outcomes.
Mind wanting to impose its own order. Its own imaginary control.

The sense that a bigger range of animal instincts are becoming apparent.
Realising that these animal instincts have always been in charge.

I thought I had a lot to lose but in the end it's all just cosmic rearrangement.